Intimacy 🇹🇭

Where I am in Thailand is so beautiful! I just love looking at all the mountains and trees that surround us! Thai food has been good to my body! I have felt really healthy in Asia! 

I have had to walk through what it means to seek forgiveness and to seek Jesus in it. – Matthew 18

-Prayer (Go to Jesus)

-The Holy Spirit conviction 

-Writing precisely down the hurt

-Seeking wise counseling from my team

-Praying with my team 

-Talking to the person taking complete ownership of my wrongs/apologizing/Asking for what I need in order to move forward in Unity.

-It’s not up to me to make a person change, the work and change that needs to happen in that person is something only Jesus Christ (Holy Spirit, and The Father can do. 

-Aftermath(Need to grow in still) -Being cordial,Walking in Christ like love, and forgiveness after all is said and done.

I would love to keep growing in this because Jesus tells us we must forgive one another. If we don’t forgive others our Heavenly Father will not forgive us and I don’t want that. I also don’t want to be a bitter person. I want to love and serve others like Jesus Christ. Unforgiveness and Unacknowledged hurt has kept me stuck in my faith and allowed the enemy to distract me. Acknowledging my hurt and struggles in my life is important. It just needs to gone about in a Biblical way. Conflict Resolution/Communication is a skill.  Hardship will happen, but like Job I should always go to Jesus(God) and never the world. I would to keep growing in those things.

“For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.”

Matthew 6:14-15 ESV

Also my mind can be very loud sometimes and when it’s quiet I find things to fill it with because the silence is uncomfortable and strange. My mind at time is filled with some good thoughts , some intrusive, some filled with anxieties and worries about things about the future which God calls me to cast on Him. I have to remind myself to try to stay in the present and that all the things that I am wanting to fix in my faith right then and there God will fix all those things in His timing not mine and that He won’t abandon me. I would love it if you would pray for a peaceful and sober mind for me.